lycanthrope

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  2. “My heart was bound to ache everyday a little better. I was just about to break when I finally got the picture”
    Aroarah - Get The Picture



  3. If you’re still breathing, you’rethe lucky ones. Cause most of us are heaving through corrupted lumps



  4. A year older a little less wiser

    I know this is cliche but I’m still gonna do it anyway cause I’m grateful for everything that has happened the past 23 years.

    As a few know, I tried to end my life recently but it hasn’t worked obviously. Now that my birthday is tomorrow, I’ve realised that there’s more to life than complaining or being sad or even being angry. After sitting down and really thinking about it, I’ve actually accomplished quite a great deal & I’d never thought I would get to this point in my life.

    First of all, I’m grateful for my family. They’ve been there for me right from the start. Supporting every decision I make. Good & bad. Though we tend to solve things on the surface, it helps to an extent. They are the main reason that I do what do and still continue to push on when times get tough.

    Secondly, I’m grateful for my friends, the ones who have came and gone in passing and especially for the ones who stayed through thick and thin. For the ones that left a hole in my heart, fuck you firstly and secondly thank you for making me the person that I am today. To the ones who stayed, I love you all but bad news guys, you’ll have to take another 23 more years of my shit but nevertheless, I can’t express in words how happy I am that you guys stuck around. It was easy to sift through the shit to find the diamonds that are worth keeping. I’m sorry if I’ve ever pushed any one of you away at any point of my life and I’m really looking forward to celebrating my birthday with you this Friday.

    Lastly, and more importantly, the drive of my happiness, I’m grateful for my job and the colleagues and friends that I have in the company. Honestly speaking, I wouldn’t have any direction if it weren’t for work. I love what I do and embarking on a new chapter with you guys is exciting. I can’t wait for bandung next week! I’ve learnt a lot from you guys and I’ve learnt the importance of the crew during a show. Hopefully I get to educate some of my friends to make all our lives a hell of a lot easier.

    So that’s it basically. Sorry if this post is anti-climatic. The main thing is that, I Shouldn’t have attempted to end my life. I should appreciate what I have now cause whatever happened to me in the past, is not worth ending my life over.

    I have no regrets whatsoever. If I had not gone through all the trials and tribulations of life, I wouldn’t be the person who I am today.

    For that, I can’t thank anyone enough. Just come and have fun with me on Friday :)

    Xoxo
    Alex

    Amazing still it seems, I’ll be 23



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  6. Twenty-Three

    I felt for sure last night
    That once we said goodbye
    No one else will know these lonely dreams
    No one else will know that part of me
    I’m still driving away
    And I’m sorry every day
    I won’t always love these selfish things
    I won’t always live…
    Not stopping…

    It was my turn to decide
    I knew this was our time
    No one else will have me like you do
    No one else will have me, only you

    You’ll sit alone forever
    If you wait for the right time
    What are you hoping for?
    I’m here I’m now I’m ready
    Holding on tight
    Don’t give away the end
    The one thing that stays mine

    Amazing still it seems
    I’ll be 23
    I won’t always love what I’ll never have
    I won’t always live in my regrets

    You’ll sit alone forever
    If you wait for the right time
    What are you hoping for?
    I’m here I’m now I’m ready
    Holding on tight
    Don’t give away the end
    The one thing that stays mine

    You’ll sit alone forever
    If you wait for the right time
    What are you hoping for?
    I’m here I’m now I’m ready
    Holding on tight
    Don’t give away the end
    The one thing that stays mine.





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  9. Second Chances are for the weak!

    So fuckin’ blow those words out the back in your head,

    I’ve heard it all and I’m done with that shit,

    You tell me lies, and you get what you get,

    So blow those fuckin’ words out the back in your head.


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